Today.. the 23rd of October 2008 at about 1 to 3pm, I had my last afternoon nap... hehehe.. The Boss called me tonight to inform me that I will be at the office permanently as of Monday the 27th of October 2008. *sigh*
I wasnt prepared for that... hehehehehe.. I knew I was going to the office on Saturday on a social call.. then I know I have a meeting at 2pm... but I didnt know today was going to be my last nap with Raiyan in the afternoon. I'm so sad. If I knew I would have hugged him tightly, not just fiddled with his fingers and watched him sleep.
I am more affected on that part than anything.
ah.. I just had a thought , since tomorrow is Friday.. I can still take a nap with him... what am I saying.. there is a light at the end of the tunnel hehehe... what tunnel? ... I do work for the government, so I can still nap in the afternoons on Fridays.. yahooooooooo.... it's the quality time with Raiyan I'm more concerned about, not the nap. (awu bah nap atu jua...)
Let us hope I dont turn out to be this guy here... he he he
Anyway, now I can be sad about school. I love my school, believe it or not, the antics and tantrums and everything, I love it all.. never a dull day at SMSSA... every one at school has an effect on me... even the photocopy guy keh keh keh... he does all my papers on time!! sometimes even before schedule... I would rather dwell on him here whom I dont even talk to , than having to talk about the people close to me.. it's just too sad hehehe...
*sigh* I guess having a good administration and colleagues is hateful hehehe.. you just wish I have that I'm glad to go attitude.. but maybe it is better to have loved than not loved at all.. haha.. meaning.. (over jua eh) it is better to go having to miss many things rather than not going to miss anything at all, that means I am happy in the job. A good 8 years of teaching. If I had to do all this again, I'd do it this way again. I've also learnt to calm down over the years to a point where nothing bugs me at all.... he he he..
Today was also my paper, the English Language PMB paper..*sigh* pie chart and directions ani wahh uwaaaaaaaaa, other than that. I am happy... the question about the advantages and disadvantages of the internet came out. I know some of my students must be kicking themselves as they saw the question, if they didnt read the papers I gave them on that. arghhhhh!
Oh well.. sabar ko geng!(the fav expression in our Dept now) I will miss the English Department the most, the Department that never shuts up... he he he.. you cant have a mixture of atttitude in one department as interesting as ours... we are like a Science experiment , if you mix us, the department may explode! even using the right combination. I'm so gonna miss all the tantrums and sick jokes and even watching Dinah transforms herself, camouflaging herself with brushes.. ( she puts on her make up and co-ordinates everything according to the colourings of her clothes). But we are best remembered as, good friends, we cover each other's backs.
I have faith in our Department, we have different opinions but those differences make the jist, the essence of the noisiness hahaha...hang on in there you guys.. it's always like this for us... towards the end... it's time for the December holiday hahaha... so we will all be fine. Look at it this way... there is not a day that we couldnt laugh at someone hahaha among us. So that's gotta be something fun?
signing off. *sigh*